well, this is something important to you to know why now im going to type about friday! maybe, for several people, nothing something special or strange about firday. but, it isn't for me! why? eeeeevery friday, i've got any blessing or INSTEAD A DISASTER! :'(
1. last year, on FRIDAY, i've got a new bf. yaaa, that's an unexpected moment for me! :D thankyou for you who've made it feels very special day for me :') for a long time, we spend the time together. i feel really happy when im near you, when you hold my hand, when you hug me tight and when a few words spoken for your mouth that you'll never leave me :')) uuuu i feel so thanks for you, you ever said it to me. ALTOUGH, on FRIDAY next year, you leave me for some reason. first, i feel that's very unfair reason. i feel there's something strange from you before. buut, i wont to hurts you with my words and finally, i've accepted your decision :''')) im tried to think that maybe that's the best choice for me and you, and the right way to you to make you happy. see you happy because you've made a decision that is the only thing that can make me happy to let you go away from me :') okaay, thankyou you've made my 11 mounths with you feel very meaningful and you leave me a lot of sweet memory with you :)
2. idk, what course that happened to me! after him, i've got a new bf again. buut..it was broken on FRIDAY AGAIN! :'( i feel that's REALLY UNFAIR MOMENT FOR ME! why every friday i always lost a boy that i loved? :'( why that's always happened to me? why to the other people? why should be me? :'(
now, do you get why i've typed about FRIDAY? because on friday, i always lost my beloved boy :'( and every friday morning, honestly, i always afraid to start my day. even for opened my eyes, im afraid :'(
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